Finally, i remembered the title of this song..

True (Ryan Cabrera)

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move 'till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
'Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too
'Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too
Do you even know you met me

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

宝贝姐妹Close to You音乐会

As stated above, this is going to be the first concert we BBJM ever hold after 10 years of singing career.

This is a new challenge that i vowed to do it well , and of course till the very best. I respect this honorable chance given by my company, my boss. And i am grateful to being able to fulfill a wish that all singers wish to attain.

As we have only decided to hold this mini music concert last month, we had been busy finding songs and coming up with the show's run down since then. Hao hao has been real helpful, giving us tips and advice along the way. Our songs repertoire will consists of Chinese, Hokkien and English songs. We will also be singing our own originated songs for the first time too.

Though stressful, i do hope its going to be a happy experience for everybody.

To make this concert a success, BBJM's hard work is definitely important, but we can't possibly complete this mission without you guys support. :)

BBJM sincerely invites you to our first music concert and shares our hard work and joy.

Music concert will be held:

* on 13th of June (sunday)
* from 7:30pm onwards
* at Buddha Tooth Relic Temple ( 佛牙寺）B2 Nagapuspa Threatre [opp. maxwell market]
* Tickets price at $68 (Selling Fast), $48, $38
* Special Host for BBJM music concert will be our best friend, Hao hao...:)

If you are a member of BBJM or Hao Hao Fans club, you are entitled to a $10 discount from the original price. [ Do not hesitate in joining both of our fans clubs!!! :)]

Feel free to call the hotline listed in the poster above for enquires that u may have in mind.
[No no hankey pankey calls yah] - hahahaha

Upcoming projects for Bao Bei Jie Mei

These upcoming 3 months are definitely going to be a really stressful and exciting for Bao bei Jie mei..

First of all, we are going to launch our very own BBJM's fans club or i would rather call it "friends club". A club where we can gather all our friends and have fun together whenever our company comes up with a get together party.. Be it BBQ, Chalet, Day tour or even Overseas tours. We are definitely looking forward it to happen.

On the 16th of may next month,BBJM is going to officially launch their fans club at CCK NTUC Club (Jess D'Place)which is located next to Lot one shopping centre from 1 to 4 pm.

Free food, drinks and gifts will be provided as our main motto is to let our friends enjoy to the fullest on that day.

To join our fans club is very simple. If u are interested, just simply get the fan club form from me , fill them up and, tahdah!!! U are in our club already.



But if u find a hassle to get a form from me, u can oso email me your Particulars and i will help u guys to fill up the form.

My email is as followed: rainee29@hotmail.com

If you are a member of our fan club,

* You will be entitled to special discounts in whatever events that are organized by our company.
* You will get the first hand info of everything about BBJM and Hao Hao.
* Get to go overseas with us approximately every quarter of the year...
- Went to Shen Zhen in January 2010
- Going to Hong Kong and Macau this coming June 2010.
- Pending trip to Taiwan in October 2010.
* Get to know more about BBJM and Hao hao.
And the list will goes on if i can still think of something.. Hahaha...

Do not hesitate to join us today...

Love Ya...
Cheers

Bao bei jie mei newest mtv...

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Pictures of Bao bei Jie Mei and Black Cats in Hao's concert!!!

Starting as early as 10 am in the morning on the 2nd of January, the actual day of Hao hao's concert, we have to report for full dress rehearsal at Downtown East, Pasir Ris.

Basically, the whole event had been a pleasant one. And i have fruitfully gained quite a bit of experiences. I love the way we performed with Black Cats. No doubt, we had already tried our best, done all we could and put in our best effort to make our 30 minutes segment a good one. The sense of fulfilling achievement in me was even higher than what i had expected.

I remembered falling into a deep deep sleep that night, finally, as stress had been harassing me for quite some time already.

Comments that i heard from people who did attend the concert, compliment us for putting up a good show. They can see the push in us in wanting to improve ourselves to higher levels. Of course I am really happy to see and hear them. But life is still harsh you know!!

Today, boss told us that an auntie actually called him up asking for refunds cos she kinda unhappy. I couldn't really remember the reason but i think it should have something to do with the ticketing or stuffs because she kept complaining about Tickets.com doing a bad job, and praising how good Sistics is. Then my boss told her it just personal perceptions and preferences, basing on what she think. I supposed that pissed her off as the next thing she said was something quite awful and hard to digest for me. She harshly commented that Bao Bei Jie Mei and Black Cats were really extras. She said she disliked our segment and felt that we shouldn't even be there singing.

What do you think i should feel?

Angry at this ignorant super fan of Hao's?
Cry my way through while complaining that my efforts were all washed down the drain?

By the way, its not the first time Hao's fans did that to us already.
I chose to ignore and feel nothing about it...

Quite a few fans of Hao do called up vice chairperson of his club saying that they hated Bao bei Jie mei.

When she asked for reasons why, they said nothing much except that they can't stand seeing us performing with him and had heard rumors from don't know who that we are proud and unbearable. I don't know why they feel offended with us just like that. Doing show with Hao is our company's decision and people who know us knew we are friendly people who create and want no troubles!!!

Everyone knows Hao hao, bao bei Jie mei and Black cats are from the same managing company. Having chances to perform together all the time is really high. I don't see the need for them to hate us...

Of course, there is no way for all people to accept who we are. I just hope that these minimal number of people can see things through their own eyes and analyze and judge us with hearts that tells the truth ,and nothing but the truth.

You know you can't hurt us like that!!!!!!!

But i of course i have to say that hao do really have lots of nice fans who did come visit my blog too and leave some really nice comments that warmed my heart. They are really sweet you know...
You sweet darlings are my friends, and i do thank god for you guys !!!

Aching muscles, swollen foot, torn Bermudas, injured head!!!

Today was a tiring day for BBJM and Black cats... As tomorrow will be Hao's concert, Tracy and whole Black Cats team met up at my place for dance practices for 9 hours straight..

This year we BBJM will be doing something different from our usual performances. I am sure you guys must have watched Black cats performance before. They are a group of singers who sing and do acrobatic stunts at the same time. Tracy and me had to perform one song with them too, making up a group of 7!!

Since 1 month ago, we started learning the stunts. At first, things were really new to us. We felt like babies learning how to walk. From sitting to climbing to balancing, we took the whole afternoon to get the hang of it and remembering those new dance steps. I remembered getting body aches and muscles cramp the day after.

Today, we all thought it was going to be a real short practice. We had fun at first and i even created a funny scene by losing balance while i climb onto Manson's back. I caused him to split his legs far enough to tear his Bermudas. The slit behind was so long that we can almost see what he was wearing underneath. Hahah!!! All of us started laughing non stop loh!! Manson had no choice but to quickly use his jacket cover up his backside... hahah!!!! Tracy even rolled on the floor laughing... Very bad of her... Hahaha!!!

Luckily we were practicing at my place, therefore, i quickly passed him one of Gerald's Bermudas....

This incident passes quickly and we started to get into better performing shape.

After practicing BBJM 's song, Black cats took some time to practice their own 2 songs. At first was going real smoothly. It was when everything was coming to an end, the youngest kitten, Kuan suddenly loses her balance and landed on the floor with her back. It was when we thought she was going to be alright, she directly banged her back of her head directly to the concrete floor. That 'pop' sound was really loud. Even Gerald could hear the 'pop' sound from the room with door close shut.

I knew that was going to be real painful. My heart almost dropped out when i saw her fell... I could never forget that 'pop' sound her head made.

Tears just streamed down her face non stop. Tracy quickly told me to get hold of a cloth and helped her massaged her injured area. I could feel a big lump on her head. We took turns to help her massage but couldn't stop her pain. In order to make her talked to us, i asked if she still know and remember her name. She did. We asked her if she was alright, she nodded her head. We asked her if she can still continued, she said yes. But when we had the music played, she suddenly started crying again and claimed that she forgot all her dance steps. On further probing, she told us she couldn't remember how she fell, where she went yesterday. She couldn't even remember about Hao's concert tomorrow when we tried to ask her if she knows what going on tomorrow.

We told her to rest on the couch but she couldn't stop crying. Its was when our boss arrived at my place, he decided to call for ambulance.

Now Kuan is still resting in the hospital and doctor said that she might be having slight concussion. X - ray was done all we can do now is to wait for the results.

We, on the other hand, will have to changed our steps in order to accommodate Kuan's absence. Instead of 7 person show, we are going to put up a 6 person show, and Black cats have to come up with steps for 4 for their 2 own songs.

I really hoped Kuan is alright and sleeping well now.
God bless That baby Kitty Bah!!

Last Lousy Day of 2009, First freaking day of 2010

Last Lousy Day of 2009!!!!

1) Had a chance to go on board cruise to sing with Hao and Black Cats but because i had already accepted an emcee job way before this cruise deal comes along, i had no choice but to forsake it!! Sad!!

2) Had to earn lesser cos cruise job fetch higher price!! Pathetic!!

3) Singing on board a cruise is so much more fun than having to host an event for 5 hours straight!!! Tired!!!

4) Met a freaking unreasonable committee member of certain R.C. Push blame on BBJM when she was in the fault!!! Angry!!!

5) Was being threatened by that idiot R.C.Member saying that she will let us 'buay tan jia'(hokkien)in our entertainment line - meaning she will make us unable to survive in this line anymore!!! Irritating!!!

6) Still have to put on a smiling face while on stage when that idiot had already spoil our working mood... Fuming!!!

7) Called BBJM a gangster when she herself was threatening, pointing and shouting at us in front of so many residents and audiences!!! Enraged!!!!

8) Tracy said that she will go to the police if that idiot doesn't apologize immediately!! Organizing Chairperson came to apologize instead!!! And that idiot got off that easily!! WTF!!!

This is like don't know number what RC shows i have done before liao loh!! But i never met someone so absurd!!! She was really crazy to the extreme. Their organizing chairperson Mdm Lee can be our witness. That freak was freaking rude to us right on stage itself loh!! She saw the whole incident!!
That idiot was helping out onstage by passing the lucky draw prizes to the Guest of honor who was supposed to draw out winners. On the schedule they gave us, it clearly written first round of luck draw was supposed to give away 20th prize to 16th prize + 5 more additional kopitiam $20 worth cash cards to be won. Obviously, we will conduct the 20th to 16th prize first right!!! And we had already told the audiences that we are giving away the 20th prize first from the start. All committee members heard us, including her. No one said anything so we continued with the lucky draw. Only when we came to the 16th prize, i turned my back and saw that the idiot was holding to the 20th prize!! WTF she was doing. She gave away the Kopitiam cards first!!! That was when she started saying rudely, pointing straight in my sister's face saying that we were wrong!!!
Come on loh!! We were the emcee for their event. With her pointing straight in our face while we were on stage made us really no face lo, moreover she was the one at fault!!! One look at the schedule, anyone will just give away the prizes first instead of the kopitiam cards. It bloody common sense!!! You guys have to just looked at her face. Her face was so black until like we owed her a few million dollars... She some more still complained non stop..

Finally, Tracy can tahan no more, she said, "oh committee members of tonight's event have to compromise on the whole schedule first before telling us what to do. Please do not allow so many of you to give us so many different orders. Get someone who are clear of the whole programme to give instructions us. We will only listen to the particular person and that's good enough.. (in Chinese)

God knows which stupid person translated Tracy's words to that idiot saying that Tracy accused the committee members of getting things cocked up, making them really 'no face'.
Once we got off the stage after introducing the next singer, she came over to our table and then started shouting accusing us of having no professionalism at all. In which way did we do wrong in the first place??? We reached the event half and hour earlier but no one gave any instructions. When we were about to go up on stage, they just pushed us a piece of their schedule. We followed what was written on the paper, and guessed what we were wrong!!!! Super unfair right!!!!!
When i said shouting, i really meant real loud shouting. She was damn loud lo... We were so paiseh!!! Tracy really got heated up this time. She stood up and then started talking back loudly too. Then she pointed her finger at Tracy again, demanding her to lower down her voice, scolding Tracy rude some more.. She even called my sis a gangster and even wanted to report her to the police when that idiot herself was the doing the threatening and stuffs. Tracy was really clever. She immediately took a piece of paper and wrote down what that idiot had said and passed it to another member who was trying very hard to stop the situation from getting worse, telling that member to be her witness as she was going to make the police report on that idiot instead. That was when the other members started coming over to pull that idiot away, pulling her aside to calm her down.

At this kind of situation, all my new year mood had really dispersed into thin air lo.. I just went up to the programme-in-charge (they finally got us one proper one) and told her straight in the face that i bet your friend over there always had this kind of attitude problems right!! She smiled at me and then nodded her head!! I almost burst out laughing instead!!!

The last thing she told me was, oh!! that so and so(meaning that idiot) was late today, so she did not really know what was going on at all. That explains everything!!!!

Oh my god, anyway shit floats. I bet she will float on water when she drops into the sea.


Freaking first day of 2010

After the countdown, my sis and i went to a particular pub to meet up our siblings for a New Year party. That was like my 3rd time there and every time was a pleasant experience except today. I did not know why suddenly a CID appeared at the pub. Tracy, my brother, a few friends and me were standing outside when he arrived. My friend who knew him from before saw him first and therefore greeted him with a Hi Sir! And guessed what??? That CID just screamed back demanding him to passed him his IC immediately. He was super super super rude!!!!! He even barked at my friend asking if he wanna get caught on the first day of new year.

Then he turned towards my direction and then started yelling at my brother for his IC. I can never forget that CID's facial expression. I nearly fainted. How can a person be so fucking rude?
So what if he is a CID!!!! We did nothing wrong.. He had no position to treat us like criminals.
Once he got into the pub, as there was a small karaoke room inside, without any hesitation, his used his leg to kick open the door.

Is this the kind of attitude CID supposed to show? It is absolutely absurd. I really feel offended. And i felt sorry for myself. Being a Singaporean, i saw with my very eyes how our very CIDs carry themselves around, i had no choice but to feel ashamed. From what i saw, that particular CID was not doing his job, he was using his authority to abuse us!!!!!!!!

WE ARE NO CRIMINALS!!!!

And the sad part, there is nothing we can do about it...

I really wished there is somewhere whereby i can feedback this issue to someone who has the authority to handle this kind of situation. I felt abused, threatened, and offended. In that kind of situation, that CID can always misuse his authority by sending us to the police station even though we did nothing wrong at all. This is the first time i do not feel proud being a Singaporean!!! Yes CIDs help keep Singapore safe but he did not have to ill treat an innocent citizens like us!!!!!!!!!!

I did not have a happy ending for 2009, and my 2010 did not commence on a happy note either...

Million thanks to that idiot from 2009 and that absurd CID i met earlier on!!!!

I hope you guys taste your own medicine!!!!!