This is me..
A simple girl who had just lost her beloved daddy to that so called number 1 killer...
Cancer
My heart is pain n i hate myself for not be able to love him more..
God just took him away... Away from me forever..
Everyone tells me that life has to go on, its just part n parcel of life..
I have to face it n accept the fact..
Its just so easily to be said than done..
My Dad fought with that illness for exactly 6 months..
A very strong-willed man.. i would say..still fighting at the very last minute..
Though, he has left us pysically, we know he will always be looking at us from up there..
A good man he was... To heaven is the only way to make him a complete person..
For decades, he has been thinking of others before himself even till death.. i love him for what he is n daddy will always be my idol..
But of course, life goes on..
2 weeks before my dad passed away, i just got married to someone i knew for 2 plus years...i got married on the 9th of january 2008..
With him, there are always laughters... He is grumpy, petty and bad tempered but he is loving n honest..
He is Great, Enthusiatic, Reliable, Awesome, Lovable and Desirable..
Put them together.. They spelled out his name..
Gerald..
He lost his dad years before i did..
he always tell me that he misses sonny daddy lots..
I know how it feels to miss someone badly..
But missing someone u won't be able to see again is painful..
Now i understand...
Btw, we are definately a blissful couple.. Blissful but not without quarrels of course..We are of different backgrounds, different mindset..
We think differently, n would always settle problems in a different manner..
If u ask me, how we can still managed to stay together..
i guess its becos, we care.. we listen.. we try to understand..
We never drag our quarrels overnight.. We try not to bring up same problems for discussion..
Our motto is.. If there is anything we can't compromise on.. we will never talked about it anymore..
Even if similar cases were to crop up... we will try to minimze it cos nothing surpasses our love for one another...
Love rules..
